muchluv, defo welcome! Though if there is no crew coming, it might get a bit boring
yeah i appreciate that is the right mental frame of mind, but getting somewhere in the sport is like a double edged sword, you start expecting things from yourself too.
But then the comps get just crazy heavy in the process...
I am happy that I have even been invited, thats an honour, but i would like to show that the invitation was not wasted on me!