This is possibly going to be my last post on this site. On several other sites I visit I use the signature "Life is a journey not a desination, always take the scenic route" and I believe this to be true. My life has been a journey, especially the last five years of it, but I now find myself at the dead end of a lonely lane and have to turn around somehow.
The depression which hit me at new year has taken it's toll, and my daughter who is 17 has moved out. She wants to be 'normal' whatever that means. I don't understand what normal is, but apparently it does exist and nothing in my life relates to it.
On the plus side I get a tidier and quietier house in which to live. I can't call it a home, because it isn't one. I'd like to think that one day it may become a home again, but I can't think that far forward. It's taking all my energy to get from one day to the next.
Anyway. I can't live where I am any longer and it looks as though I will be moving soon whether I want to or not. I don't know where I will be next month.
I've enjoyed my time on VF.
